tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-48394389886791963362011-04-21T20:50:59.226-07:00Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14566108133970398467noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4839438988679196336.post-40639077185118765702008-12-08T20:33:00.000-08:002008-12-08T20:39:04.822-08:00if i did choose you to read this, would you promise not to tell anyone?<br />i beg of you.<br /><br />its having a freaking fucked up life with nowhere to go to.<br />i'm kinda jealous really.<br />of someone.<br />scratch that.<br />I'M SERIOUSLY JEALOUS OF THAT PERSON.<br />that person gets away unscarred all the time<br />maybe its just a facade.<br />or maybe he/she is hurting inside.<br /><br />But you know. I really am jealous of that person.<br />Don't tell me to tell you who.<br />Sometimes I'm content.<br />I'm happy when I'm secure that my friends are with me<br />on my side.<br />encouraging<br />I'd really like not to doubt.<br />but what's there not to doubt.<br />lies and backstabbing<br />all for your own gain<br />its pathetic<br />how bizarre.<br /><br />go figure.<br /><br />~<br />and i don't think he would ever look back.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4839438988679196336-4063907718511876570?l=vehement-whispers.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14566108133970398467noreply@blogger.com0